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[Nov. 11th, 2004|07:05 pm] |
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New Journal guys:
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| ..we were meant to live for so much more.. |
[Oct. 7th, 2004|11:16 pm] |
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No school again today ::surprise,surprise::
Went with Sarah to get her senior pictures taken, beautiful,absolutely beautiful :) Thenn to the zoe soccer and girls b-ball games.
Came home to my boring life.
Tried to sleep about six times already.
can't.
It's hard to lose sleep over stuff that everyone is telling me i "should just let go of".. I just can't. I can't give in..these are the things that once kept me going, how could I ever forget about that? I don't understand whats going on, I really don't. I just know that it's hurtful and I wish that YOU would realize that this crap is CRAP, nothing else. I guess I just have to know that I have the clear concience, knowing what really happened and I can live with myself knowing that I'm being completely honest. The hard part is having people not believe you, especially people that you know you would never lie to. wooooowwwwwwww.
-Just know, that I'm always here for you and I love you to death, never forget that because it's never going to change. How gay of me that I'm writing this on live journal but I obviously can't get ahold of you.. |
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| false alarm |
[Oct. 6th, 2004|11:34 pm] |
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Tried to get up and go to school today but it was a rough morning. So, having the wonderful mother that I have, she convinced me that sleeping in just one more morning couldn't be all that bad.
Anthony visited me at lunch..then I went to school for fifth hour because I wanted to get my homework clarified. It kills me how I can sit down for two hours and complete everything, including notes, homework and quizzes that my class has done in a week. Teachers talk entirely too much..ehh.
I came home and there was a message on the answering machine from the doctor's office so I listened to it and they said that I have STREP too! Sooo, I can't go to school for the rest of the week. It sucks because I was hoping to be caught up on everything by the end of the weekend. mannn.
Homecoming is in a week. Aw yay. I'm really hoping that I'm going to be completely better by then. Also, I hope that I have not infected anybody with this nasty illness.. haha. Seriously though, I wouldn't want anyone to be this sick, especially with homecoming so close!!!
I'm so tired, I need sleep 0:) |
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| fall fall fall |
[Oct. 3rd, 2004|09:05 pm] |
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Mono has offically made me become a livejournal junkie. I sit here for hours reading random journals. The best part is, that I haven't updated mine once. haha, too darn lazy.
I hate being this sick! I've never been this sick and I hope I never am again. It wasn't so bad when I could just take pain killer and sleep all day. But, now that they freaked out and thought my throat was too swollen, they've put me on steriods for a week to get rid of that. Unfortunetly, the steriods give me all this energy so I can't sleep or anything. I've found myself just upset and frusterated because I don't know what to do with myself. So, in a week, my throat won't be swollen.. but I'm confused because the way you get rid of mono is to sleep.. so I'll get rid of the swollen throat in a week, then I have to get rid of the mono? whyyyyyyy. Guess I'm not going to school for a while.
Wow, homecoming is really soon and I'm really exited. It's going to be so much funn :)
I'm talking to Caleb again and that's cool. For the record guys, I call him. So for those of you cool kids out there who like to make stuff up and tell him that I said he's calling me cuz he's in love with me.. are RETARDED. who would say that anyways. ah well.
How do you let stupid rumors make you let go of your best friend? I don't understand, and I hope I don't have to. I hope we can realize that this is all just a big misunderstanding. I know that I can't deal with this.. how can u just let go? I didn't even know that some of this was going on.. and now it's just over?!? no.. |
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| this day is really ugly.. |
[Sep. 25th, 2004|06:19 pm] |
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It would be really cool if I was at the Cider Mill though. Yay, I'm excited for fall, just because of Cider Mills. hehe.
Brittany's birthday party today was really fun. I love youth group kids--they're the best. forever. It's cool to look at people in your life that have literally been there forever. Like, it makes me really excited, and thankful and encouraged to know that really they will always be there.
I'm pretty sure I'm gonna roll out to the Ville for the night. Sweet. I love going there..sooo much fun :)
So yesturday I had a meet, ran my best time ever!! yayyyy. Anthony came.. wanted me to go to the football game after, but we didn't leave till like 7 and the game started at 7 PLUS I still had to go take a shower before I was going anywhere. We ended up just going to Allysa's and hung out with her and Nick. We all watched The secret window. I thought it was a pretty good movie.
Tomorrow.. church. cool. |
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| you'll always be my *BoO* |
[Sep. 9th, 2004|06:51 pm] |
This week has been a lot of fun. It started out with the weekend--1st meet on thursday ((ran a 28:05)) then went to the guys football game.
Friday I guess I just chilled, I can't really remember lol.. then on Saturday my mom and sister and I decieded to go to Ipperwash, that was a grand old time. Sunday was DEBS surprise party at Buddys..very much fun! Monday Sarah and I went back to Ipperwash. We knew that the McHarg's and the Opalewski's would be there, but we really didn't think we'd see them. Much to our surprise, we ran into them at the border, it was really random but it ended up to be a really fun day. Chad is so cute, we played with him all day :)
Tuesday started my school week, which had been great. I'm super glad that I'm at Cousino now. I have tons more fun and it's very releiving to get away from all the zoe drama. It's gay to call it that but it really was so stressful.
Anywayss.. yesturday was a great day! Anthony Dicco asked me to go to homecoming with him, so that's what I'm doing :) and I also had a meet which went VERY well. I cut 3 minutes off my last meet's time and I finished 29 out of 57 which isn't good, but it's not bad for only running for 2 weeks. |
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[Aug. 27th, 2004|11:23 pm] |
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now i see how i sometimes make people feel. now that it's on the flipside.. and i'm the sad one. sucks.
one day your all about it, and the next day.. see yaaaa. |
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| i've been slackin. |
[Aug. 27th, 2004|10:24 pm] |
soo i haven't updated in a while.
i started running cross country and it's KILLERR. i'm pretty sure i'm going to fall over and die reall soon.
i went to a football game last nite. but me and denise got bored and left. and then we went to another tonight. well, half of one anyways..
still grounded :( i hate this.
school is soo soon, and i'm really afraid.... ohhh no. |
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| i want a boat! |
[Aug. 23rd, 2004|04:27 pm] |
Yet another day of being so incredibly bored! I really hope that this whole being grouned thing doesn't last a whole lot longer because if it does, I don't think I'm going to make it. Seriously.
Soo, last night Anthony came over and we just watched the Olympics with my family for like 3 hours. LoL. Then we went out on Porch Patrol for a little while. That was fun times.. :)
This morning I had to be up at like 7:30 because my mom needed me to come into work with her to get some filing done. It sucks but it's alright.
I got home at about 12 and so I just layed around and stuff. Emily called and her and my nigga JettaJohn came over and kept me company cuz they're sweet like that.
I'm going to babysit in a little while for the Oulette's. Last time they were HORRIBLE so I'm really hoping that they are good. We'll have some little kid funn. Haha.
Well, Em just called so I guess I'll write later. |
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| i wanna really really really wanna zigga zag uhh |
[Aug. 21st, 2004|06:41 pm] |
This weekend was a lot of fun. *BaD AxE* You know how we doooo. :) All we did was hang out and play sports, very funn. I will say that it is a pretty long drive for 3 short days. Ah well..
--GrounDeD-- and it suckssssss.People are allowed to come over, so feel free to come visit Carly. Thanks. haha.
Guys, I'm so incredibly nervous for school. I wanna cry. Ha. No seriously, like, I know people, but I dont really have friends that I know like me. I guess we'll just hafta see how it goes. But I'm scared.
Just so you know.. I'm listening to Spice Girls and it's making me feel much better :) |
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| i wish homecoming was today. |
[Aug. 18th, 2004|05:56 pm] |
Today i woke up, did nothing!
Brooke stopped over to show me her brand new celica. It's so tight, i want it so bad. She's the coolest.
I also had a physical which sucked because I couldn't pee! I accidently peed right before I left for the doctor's office. So, when they told me to go pee, I was like "sorry i don't think i can". Then, they made me drink 3 glasses of water and told me that I wasn't allowed to leave untill I peed. I was kinda pissed. Anyways, eventually I was able to pee. so that was that--and that story was gay.
I'm really getting pissed at people that are "looking out for me". Its really annoying becuz I know that it's more then that.. I feel like people are just being nosey and obnoxious.. GET A LIFE OF YOUR OWN.
dannnnng.
camping trip in the morning!! yay, i'm excited. i won't see people till saturday though. oh boy. |
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| you know how to break a man.. in two. |
[Aug. 15th, 2004|05:57 pm] |
last night was crazy, fun and then sooo gay. it was nice to hang out with jamie. but w.e.
this morning was rough.church was good though. welcoming pastor don and jamie was really cool :)
church picinic was pretty good. i love just chatting with people from the youth group.
i hate myself. so just let me be. |
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[Aug. 14th, 2004|03:16 pm] |
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Last night was fun times. Dave called and he was like "i'm stoppin by" so he did. We just chilled outside and talked on my porch for a while.. Then Mike came over, random. It's amazing that we've been neighbors for like 4 years and not once has he come over to talk.. big jerk. haha jk. Later on Anthony came over and chilled with us too.:)
I was so annoyed this morning when Greg came into my room and woke me up just to ask me to get up and make him a map on mapquest cuz "he was in a hurry to leave". ehhh, so i got myself up out of bed at 11:30 ((which irritated me even more because i had every intention on sleeping till at least 12:30)).BUT to make everything better, Greg went and got me a frappacino.mmm mm mmm.
I'm upset with Emma right now. She said we were going to go the mall so to take a shower and get ready. So, that's what I did. Then, I called her back, she didnt answer.. I call her house and her brother tells me that she went to Evan's(her evil boyfriend that steals her from CE2) house. Now i'm sitting at home.:( sad, sad day.
I think I'm going to see my long lost friend Jamie tonight. Werid.. as soon as i typed that she signed on. crazy. But we'll see.
Call me if anyones not doin anything tonight ;) |
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| who is sledgehammer by the way? |
[Aug. 13th, 2004|08:15 pm] |
last night i babysat for my cousin and his girlfriends two kids. they were both really good and it was nice to spend time with them.
after i babysat emily and emma picked me up and we all went to emma k's house and watched funniest home videos (freakin hilarious!)and eventually fell asleep.
woke up to magpie on the phone telling emily that she MUST be home by 12, as always.
came home, watched tv with sarah. ran to jesse's to raid her closet. went back home, took a shower and me and sarah finally got ready for the day.
now i'm sitting here, bored as heck. i've been scrapbooking for the past hour and a half and i'm pretty sure that after this update--i'll be right back in my little room finishing up what i've started.
just a reminder..change is good.usually.
..say gooodbye.. |
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| heres to the nights we spend alive. |
[Aug. 11th, 2004|11:57 am] |
volleyball last night was killer. i haven't done any physical activity in a long time therefore, i sucked really bad. and now i'm sore. like a loserrrrrr.
when i got home i took a shower then called anthony cuz we wanted to hang out last nite. so i got ready real quick and then we ended up going to courtney's house.
i need to shower and go to the potapshyn's house.. RIGHT NOW..but i'm being lazy so it might take longer then expected.
tonight is pastor aaron and jamie's last wednesday night. i'm sad and happy and everything all at once. it will be wierd.. we'll see how tonight goes.. |
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| i hate this computer |
[Aug. 10th, 2004|10:15 am] |
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kay, i log into livejournal then as soon as i click "update" it automatically says "welcome jesse bear" and i get really pissed off because I AM NOT JESSE BEAR. darn it.
this weekend was much fun.. emma and emily and i went up north to emma's family's property. on saturday we woke up early and went to the beach in lexington, that was really fun.
last nite was brookes birthday party.. fun fun.
went to cousino this morning for a gay meeting for enrollment. hey cousino, here comes carly.
i think YOU are really gay. everyone isn't going to like you just because "you love people" and you "don't dislike anybody". get over yourself.. you ARE human, and you do make mistakes, so realize that people still deal with your crap. and enough trying to make other feel bad. it's stupid and pointless :) thanks bye.
i'm tired cuz i woke up at 7:30.. i'm going back to bed. seeeee ya. |
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| they'll start singin praise.. in a whole new way. |
[Jul. 26th, 2004|03:21 pm] |
so i just typed out this big long entry and then i clicked backspace because i typed something wrong and it took me back to the login page and erased my entire entry and now i'm mad!!!!!!!
anyways.. i pretty much just said that my day yesturday was exhausting because i wasn't feeling very well.
church was nice because i got to talk to pastor don and jamie, they are very nice and i hope that they stay.. then we went out to eat for sarah's birthday.. then the girls came over so i hung out with them for a while.
then emma and emily picked me up and we met camden and brooke up at lakeside because they were down here to shop for the day. It was nice to see them, as always.
i came home and about died because i felt like garbage so i just took some medicine and layed in my bed. i woke up at like 9 or so, talked on the phone breifly and then went back to bed.
woke up this morning when my wonderful father called to make sure we were all up and cleaning. i don't mind cleaning and i have no problem doing on my own, or when i'm asked, but i dont think its necessary to call 6 times just to "make sure everyones doing their job". it gets old..
i should be showering and getting ready. we're all going to my aunt's house later to see my family thats in from new york. it's going to be super weird to see them because we have not seen them in like 7 years.. wow.
well, i'm off to shower or something.. i'll update another time. |
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| but when my plane touch down, pick me up at eight. |
[Jul. 23rd, 2004|07:24 pm] |
Aw, yesturday and today were very much fun. Emily, Emma, Sarah and I went to Davison to visit with our Davison crew. They are really awesome people and I love when we get to visit with them.
Anyways, then we got home around 5 today, and I'm so exhausted because of lack of sleep. I started cutting hair at 2 and I ended up doing Brooke's, Karli's and Sarah's. It was much fun..
I came home and then I went to Emily's because she heard more bad news about her pupa. Emily and Natalie, I love you girls very much, and I know that everything is going to be ok. I'm praying for you all the time.
Oh boy.. Alex has all his friends over because they are playing in some basketball tournament tomorrow and Sunday I believe. He asked me to cut his hair, so I did. We were going to shave his number "32" in the back cuz he's tight like that.. hahaha. It's super short ((a number one :0))
I'm really tired so I think I'm going to do my nails or something because this whole live journal thing is getting a little boring for me.. |
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| oh no. |
[Jul. 5th, 2004|05:02 pm] |
i have this friend named emily..
..and shes embarrassed of me.
she doesn't like to admitt that we are friends.
cry me a river, please. |
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